Alright I got a good buzz going. I sort of regret not writing this sooner as my fledgling memory is already impaired by the alcohol along with the advance in time does not help my ability to think back. But, I also did not really want to write this as I am becoming more consumed with my own demise in this tournament, even if at the time of my busting from the tournament I was perfectly fine with how I did leave the tourney.

But all of this is nonsense considered from the normal world....

So Summer is drawing to an end and the BAP is still down. I still feel I am playing proper and can turn this thing around shortly, but in the meantime when I'm not playing I am preparing for life post summer BAP.
I'm 99% sure I'll be doing a mini-ftops BAP in September and cant wait for that, but what I am most excited about is super turbos.
Ive been watching some DC and CR videos on them and the have grabbed my interest. While the variance will be a little bit worse because of the...

With the "WSOP" ending and the "November Nine" set, poker is set to explode. Online poker is full of fishes (like myself) and it doesn't seem like the game will die, even if online poker is prohibited. For what it's worth, I plan to take off a month or two of poker, or however long it takes for the glitz and glamor to subside. The main hole in my game is tilt. Also, I get easily caught up with the propaganda outside of the game. I also plan to get in better shape and find...

My thoughts on how the WSOP main event went is basically, lol tourneys. I sucked out with AQ vs. KK all-in pre with like 25bb in preflop on day two, so if I lose there is obviously no sweat and this thread would be just another whine about how I can't seem to win at live poker. Instead I am here to pontificate on how brilliant I played. It really is amazing how running good can distort one's own perception on how well one plays.

Day One

My first day was essentially...

I have to be up in 7 hours, and I am unable to sleep.

I have grind on the mind. A goal I've set myself that I'm trying to achieve by October. This goal is to have $3,000 WITHDRAWN from Pokerstars in the next two weeks. Not $3,000 profit, but enough profit that I can comfortably withdraw $3,000.

Why $3,000?

To finally get an apartment. I've been putting off the idea ever since Dad had hand surgery. He can't do a lot of the simple things around the house...