You are missing the point.
How many times are you going to miss?
How many times are you going to hit?
If you do manage to hit. how many bets are you going to win?
This is simply a money losing hand no matter ]how you try and play it.
save your half a bet, and pick a better spot.
But if you play me (and I have been looking for you) then please play that stuff.
On a side note... Any particular reason you tend to log-on and not play any tables? (like right now for instance... 4:10am you've been logged on for a few hours and I still cannot find you.... either you are hiding yourself from search, playing multi-tables or just sitting there.....)