This will be harsh, but brief. As best I can tell (not only from this thread, but from all your previous posts too):
1. You are not a good poker player (and probably not even an average one).
2. You have no bankroll management skills or self control.
3. You are losing money you can't afford to lose.
Add that up, and you get:
You have a gambling problem.
Yes, the very obvious and very correct answer is that you should quit forever. Immediately. Don't even wait until you lose whatever you have left online. Withdraw any money you have left and uninstall all the poker software you have on your computer. Cancel your poker magazine subscriptions and sell your poker books. Stop visiting this site and every other site that you read that has anything to do with gambling.
Get a new hobby that doesn't involve the potential to lose money, and get your life back on track.
GL.
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