[JDMcNugent7]

Why do I keep doing this to myself?

Been playing much worse last few days, after my insane sesh vs Eskobar I got into a rutt of playing everyone the same way I did him. Also I've been running pretty bad lately, not just the all-in-EV thing, but lately the last card I want to see seems to keep hitting the board and ruining my planned bluffs or thin VB's.

The red part of graph I circled probably caused most of the massive downswing that came after. I get it in way ahead and manage to lose, then I start playing dumb and autopilot horribly. All the sudden I check the bank account and am like wow down 45k, need to play good again. And luckily I do and thank god people haven't been hit and running me too bad. I'm not making it easy on myself last couple days.