[PShabi]

Rereading my post and seeing how TP reacted to it makes me regret posting it. My post didn't represent my TRUE feelings at the time. I've been away from the forum for a few days, and admittedly I haven't read the thread, post for post, that closely. I scanned the "important" stuff for the juicy shit.

Anyway, I do remember TP saying he was going to "eventually" be banned. When I got home and saw a post by Stewie, admitting guilt, I figured there was no reason to not have banned him yet.

This morning, I talked to Mayhem on AIM. He said he thought TP had left town and wouldn't be back for a week. Not sure if this is true or what. So, when I came in this morning and read Stewie's smug posts all over the board, I got a little pissed. Figuring the moron would be around until TP got back (a week's a long time) I flipped a little.

But what I really meant and felt was: "I know TP is gonna drop this bitch when he gets back, but I'm not gonna be around until he does."

I could see how you would react negatively to my "respect" issues, TP. That was a definite poor choice of words and me acting on impulse. I take that back, and you know damn well I respect you. If I should "know" you better than that, then you should "know" me better than that too.

The last line of my post is very assholish (rereading for the 3rd time, I'm embarrased).

Fact is, I knew he'd be gone, as a show of my "character" (debatable) I was going to take a leave of absence until TP got things taken care of.

My pension for drama and my inflamed emotions made me say things that I shouldn't have.

Sorry to everyone.