day 15:
ya i played, im an idiot.
i am Running Horrible. i seriously did not tilt once today, but played too much 10/20 which killed me. Esp this crazy pot at bodog i managed to lose:
10/20 NL, i raise to 100 with AJ suited spades.
3 callers. KT8 flop ALL SPADES - nut flush for me.
A leads for 400. B raises all in 3k. C calls 2k. I call 3k. A folds.
turn blank, river 8. B had TT, C had KK, and my nut flush is killed. (9k pot)
later i lost set over set, and A2 lost to 67 on 345 flop. i suck.
this has to be my 2 worst days ever in a row.
today: -11,100
overall: 6,100
ya. im def not playing until Friday. (ill get caught up on some schoolwork)
only the wccop tournies if anything.
i went on to talk to 2 guys i know who play 10/20 exclusively. both understood how much it sucked, esp since i just moved up, but said its more common than you would think. i mean i guess with that many aggro ppl at this high stakes its pretty hard to avoid the sick variance that comes with it. however, im pretty sure i caught a sick string of variance to start off (first being really positive and now really negative).
anyway. it sucks. im ready for a break. doing good in a wcoop event would sure turn things around

. but cant plan on that. I still think I can make the goal, but damn it looked like i was going to completely destroy it.