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			I honestly don't know.  I tried to be humble when i used to win, i am very rarely abusive when i lose - yet this shit-luck is just dumped on me over and over again.  I am not sure who or what i offended to deserve this.
 This is by far the angriest i have been after one of these.  I guess i got it into my big, fat, stupid head that this was going to be the time.  After three + hours of playing well, building up my stack so i was solidly above the avg stack with around 20% of the players remaining - i have a chance to jump to 4th place in a tourney with a significant stack.  Then, once again....
 
 What really made me want to throw up is that guy says "that is the third time i got lucky this tournament".  FUCK ME!  I have given up ever sucking out late in a tourney when i need a break.  I would consider 'lucky' for me to have a hand like this hold up.
 
 I am rambling and i know no one wants to hear this.  I cant help it though.  I am so angry right now - i hear about people smashing laptops and i think what kind of fucking moron would do that.  Well, guess what - i could very easlly smash this miserable piece of shit against a wall and not even blink.
 
 It has just gone on and on and on - i can remember reading about players having a bad year.  I am hoping that this is one of them - what a freaking nightmare.
 
 Okay, sorry - i am done.
 
			
			
			
			
			
			
			
			
			
			
				
			
			
			
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