I feel for you, I really do, but....can't imagine what you're family is going through.
Stop, look and listen...listen to the people that care about you, Shabi.
Take a few hours off (4 or more would be great). It won't kill you, I think it might do you a lot of good. First and foremost... "Get up off your ass!!" Get cleaned up, go out and have a good meal with your family. Shoot some hoops or do something you enjoy doing. You need some away time from poker. Seems you've turned into a poker bum in the past 4 days.
Bring back the old Shabi and maybe some of his positive attitude will come back too. Might even give you that "lovin' poker feeling" back.
You'll be missed....
All the best and hope to see you posting again real soon.
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