[lightfungus]

So I have gotten to the point where I can't win. Essentially my mind is fried and the poker part of it doesn't seem to work...either that or this slow run won't end. I feel like after a certain amount of winning at one level I start to devalue the dollar, and I get flaky with money. I tried moving up a level and that worked for a time as well, until I got to an in between stage where I was barely bank rolled for 2/4 and would get up to comfortable and swing down and up a little. This has gone on until a downward trend and I don't enjoy it and go into it knowing I can't make any money. So, I am cashing out, and will try the whole rebuilding method...which is discouraging because the whole point of building a roll is to move up. Oh well, maybe I am forever meant to make little bits of dough at this game... it's no pokee for me (excluding league events) until my xmas break when I will reinvest myself fully and play poker instead of doing the normal job during the breaks.

There are so many of these threads where people say whatever they say during a down swing...I almost didn't post anything here just because it seemed kinda pointless, but I realized this helps me make it official for myself. So, no more bullshit poker. See ya in a month, you nasty faced poker buffoon.